i think we have a problem

"bring me a lighter flapjack, we might have to burn the place down."

HELP

imsostressedout.

Live life to the fullest, till we're out of breath, till our legs won't walk anymore.
keep on having the fun we all deserve!

i am a master of nothing .. well. for now

Hi guys long time no posting! err well at least, a proper post I mean..
I've been reaaally busy the past few weeks . grr. I don't like it one bit.
soooooooo
now that I've finally got my lazy self on the laptop. what am i going to write about?
well I've been meaning to change the top part of my blog.
To ya know, make it more 'personalized', instead of the guitar chick.
something that would suit the title of my blog.. which is, of course..
SUPER COOKIE NINJA . woohoo

lol...I don't know why.. but I've been pretty obsessed (okay, not obsessed, too much of a strong word), well i've been really into FTSK all of the sudden. and Kyleee! is so comel :D
Their new album is pretty sickkk! love it! love ftsk!! forever the sickest kidsss :D
*okay total randomness*



i love this picture of blake and sierra :D
they're so cute!and especially Blake, oh gosh...can i ever find a guy like him here?
*total meltdown* :D lol okay, its so damn obvious that I am clueless on what
to right about. damn you writer's block. damn you.

*I'll think of something good to say...soon. lol
tata

..

21/01/10
I learn from my mistakes
Take what you said
I learn from my mistakes and I try to fix them back into place


25/01/10
The words I say are so aimlessly said
The stares I give are blank and misread

living the everyday routine.


. boring

pictures from 2009

Picture's of 2009! these pictures are some of the wonderful events and occasions or just some normal lepaking with friends and family from 2009! :] hehe just thought I'd post it all up.

* check out the pics, yr picture might be here somewhere. heehee :D

ALL AMERICAN REJECTS .

dreams

have you ever had a dream that felt so real? Real up to the point where you can actually feel your toes curling, your hands sweaty and you can even feel the wind blowing? I don't know about you guys, but dreams like these rarely happens to me.

So I had this dream last night, I walked into a cinema. An empty cinema, with not a single person there, neither was the film/ads playing on the big screen. But I walked right in. Then I saw this person, he was sitting there in the middle of the back row all alone. I knew who he is, he's my friend. A friend that I once shared so much things with. A person whom at one point was more than a friend. A person that I haven't met in a while. Some one I rarely talk to as much as compared to last year. So he was there, and I said Hi.

Then we started talking, about life. and other things in general.
he advised me,
he told me things.
and best of all, we talked like there was no tomorrow.
in the end i told him i miss you,
and he said the same thing.

and so i left the cinema.


im sorry if this dream sounds stupid to you, because all of the sudden it seems stupid to me when I write it down like this. But seriously, it felt so real. and tbh, i kinda do miss him. But things are different now. everything is. maybe, just maybe one day. things will turn around.

2009?

hey guys, I've been meaning to write about 2009 the whole week. But the problem is that I don't know how to start, or well how to write it. How do I explain this year?
Well.. this year has been quite a roller coaster ride. But also as a matter of fact, a boring one.
I hate the fact that I didn't meet my own expectations. Wow, so I guess that means I'm disappointed in myself? Perhaps I am. I didn't do as much as I thought I would.

But let's try to be positive here! Hmm.. so what happened in 09?

- Went to a couple of shows, but only saw one international act which was AAR
- My fatty cat is still as cute as ever
- found out a couple of shocking revelations, but as they say, things like these tend
to grow people closer together.and that's very true ! :)
- as for my musicccc, this year i registered for my piano exams fr next year. and i learned to
play guitar too!of course , guitar i belajar sendiri la kan.
- oh and another thing I'm so very thankful about this year is my piano teacher miss julia.
I think i owe her a lot. and I'll write more about that later.
- hanged out with the pals alot!
- ummie is leavin' malaysia :'( and i won't be seeing her in the next 3 years. WHOAH lama tu! :(

entahla.. i can't find the right mood to write about 09,
it's was an 'okay' year for me. nothing too special happened. nothing that bad happened.
im just hoping that 2010 will be a better year :)

and i just realized this, but 2010 semua orang busy. All my friends are like ABCDEfcking busy.
That includes me too. I've been slacking off this year... too much. So next year I'll try harder. Improve better and of course, will stay stronger <3 cheers!
Lagipun there's alot of things I want / need to do next year. Hmm.. all the best to everyone too okays :]

And I think I'm so lucky to have such a supportive music teacher! miss julia i love youuu!
:D No one has ever believed in me as much as you did, and so, I will make you feel proud of me :) I will try my hardest and will keep on playing. practice makes perfect right? ;)

hehe. well, hope 2010 will be a fun year! :]


ps: celebrating new year's eve at home. boring but will find something fun to do tonite!
should i make some pancakes? or maybe cookies today? maybe i should wash my cat...
oh wait no, thats not special enough for new years eve. hehe, i'll wash him tomorrow.
gee idk what i wanna do today :O oh wait, you know what? maybe I'll chill with the
family today. :)

Missing

Hi everyone, it's about 10 something am and to me thats early, considering the fact that I always wake up around gee 12 in the afternoon? :O thats so not good, i'm trying to reverse my time clock ya know? wake up early, sleep late :P Oh and talking about sleeping late,
last night I watched Twilight Zone! (no no..not Twilight with the edward and the jacob)
it's not bad, i watched til like 3 am with the bro. and he was covering his eyes and I'm like why the eff are you covering yr eyes?!?! O.O lol.

So what is up with me? Here's a few things to begin with,
I'm gonna write a post dedicated to 2009 soon - we'll see how that goes.
Uhm, but besides that what IS going on with me?i'll be honest, practically NOTHING is happening in my life. everyday is the same boring shizzz.
I'm pissed paramore are going to Singapore, but no signs that they are coming to Malaysia (which really sucks).

Anyway today I read someone's blog about going back to the baling, Kedah. span>
and honestly that makes me miss Alor Setar A LOT. I miss my cousins, the ones that
make me go crazy. I miss Aidi, playing games with him is one of the things we do best.
Especially when it comes to killing people on GTA. dayum! thats fun.
Oh and then Alif, omgggg. It's been so long since I've seen him! :O I miss Pak Ai - my uncle with his silly jokes. I miss everyone there and when i say everyone i mean it! :3

what were we doing? yep you guessed it, FISHING :D at the back of Aidi's ( left) house at taman kancil 2. tehee, and this picture was taken like over a year ago i think?
haha my fav kedai makan :D

my arwah tok's house at alor setar :)
+
all the relatives :]

miss that. xx


oh wow, i took so long to write this, it's like 11.49 am now :O